The Grace of God by Tom Banwart
Tom Banwart’s The Grace of God is a collection that turns the fear and isolation of the COVID-19 pandemic into a testament of people rising to compassion. What begins as a simple story about Banwart and his wife, Pam, playing Christian music from their lanai for anxious, isolated neighbors grows into a much larger meditation on service, suffering and the unexpected ways faith shows up in crisis. By the time the book closes, it has become less a memoir of one couple’s ministry and more a tribute to the nurses, doctors, chaplains and everyday “warriors” who Banwart says never got the recognition they deserved.
Rather than a linear narrative, Banwart offers a collection of standalone entries — each pairing a short story with a scripture passage and a song recommendation — designed to be read in any order, at any pace. This “doorways” approach, as he calls it in his note to the reader, is a smart choice for the subject matter. Grief and hope rarely arrive on a schedule, and neither does this book demand one of its reader. You can open to any chapter and find something complete in itself, which makes The Grace of God as suited to daily devotional reading as it is to being read cover to cover.
Faith Without Easy Answers
The most striking sections are the recurring entries titled “A Conversation with Christ.” Written during Banwart’s long hours in hospital waiting rooms during 2020, these are raw, unpolished prayers rather than tidy theological reflections. Banwart deserves credit for leaving them unresolved and unfiltered, aching questions and all, instead of smoothing them into something more conventionally comforting. That honesty is the book’s greatest strength.
Banwart is candid about his own fear, his health struggles and his sense of having missed his calling earlier in life. His account of a young pastor, decades his junior, becoming an unlikely mentor is a small but memorable thread that runs through the book’s spiritual arc. Rather than centering himself as the hero of these stories, Banwart consistently redirects attention to the hospital staff and community members he came to admire, describing them as people who showed up for battle day after day with far less institutional support than they deserved.
A Tribute to Those Who Showed Up
This book is a record of real people processing a real crisis in real time. For readers who lived through the isolation and fear of the pandemic, especially those in caregiving professions or in faith communities that tried to respond to it, this book will likely feel less like a story being told to them and more like a story being told about them.
The Grace of God succeeds because it never overreaches. It doesn’t try to explain suffering or wrap the pandemic into a neat lesson. Instead, it simply bears witness — to fear, to service, to small acts of kindness that added up to something larger — and trusts that witness is enough. For anyone seeking a devotional book rooted in a specific, painful, communal moment rather than abstract comfort, this is a moving read.
This book is recommended for readers of faith-based memoirs, healthcare workers and chaplains, small group or devotional reading, and anyone processing the emotional weight of the pandemic years.
About Tom Banwart:


Tom Banwart spent most of his life in northern Illinois and graduated summa cum laude from Trinity International University. A promising corporate career was cut short when chronic health issues led him into permanent long-term disability, reshaping both his priorities and his path.


